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i think it's time i call it quits with the abc diet. it makes me feel terrible, all the time. i think this diet may be part of the reason that i've been binging so much lately. it's like my body is rebelling against the rules of the diet. i think i am just going to start restricting as low as humanly possible, keeping it below 500 every day. that way, if i mess up it'll seem less harsh and less stressful than when i ruin it when on an official diet. then more stress leads to more binging. i'm sorry that this is such a stupid, rambling post, but its something i felt strongly about. maybe when my birthday gets sooner, if simply going less than 500 hasn't gotten me to 85, i'll get back on abc and pile on the stress. but for now i'm just going to keep it to restricting and be happy.